baby 2009

i am craving change! i want to travel so badly, i can't wait to get out of miami and go fall in love with another city or foreign territory. i've been thinking about maybe coloring my hair but i cant bring myself to do it, i love my natural hair color but i want something more daring. New years was so much fun this year, kristina ryan tressa ashley her boyfriend baloots and i smoked drank sang to imagine felt content and elated that finally this horrid year has come to an end. of course im being dramatic it wasn't horrid but, the end of the year got rocky and im glad it's over.

my most favorite moments of 2008:
chicago
(particularly enjoying our 2 year mark of l<3ve with metro riding, art scoping, and thai eating)
hot baths and backyard garden picked razzburries and all the wild flowers i could have ever dreamed of in switzerland
history of photography
living in south miami
my grandparents 50th
chopping off most of my hair
dust e. cat
radiohead!

in 2009 im hoping to fix my scholarly career and start really really taking it seriously. i love school and i can't let things like math dampen my moral! i want to go somewhere new, in the states or in europe or in south america what ever, just some place new that i've never tasted before. i want to open up more and make new friends. i want to start gathering my writing for a portfolio. i want to finally paint on that white rectangle of canvas, which i've built up this idea of what i want to do so much that now i have nested a irrational fear of screwing it up. i need to be kinder, i need to relax, i need to refind innerpeace. more concerts wahoo! and finally a job.

if i can manage to actually accomplish these things i think 2009 will be more than what i expected.